Well this is new for .... just writing things down is foreign but ill give it a shot. The last 8 years has been crazy. I was fortunate enough have the option of moving Mexico when i was younger and i lived there for 8 years over a 1/4 of my life. That's a story for another day though Coming back to Canada has been a blessing in disguise, i thought i had maybe made a mistake coming back home. i had do was start living life again but i didnt know how the culture shock was hard . Within the last couple months though its like something has just switched and i feel like im finally able be who i am and not feel ashamed for some of my life choices ive made.
After years of trying to convince myself that I only like women and the misery that accompaniedit. I was in a spot in life after moving back to Canada that finally I felt like I was free to be me and all the weirdness that came along with it. Of course I have had help along the way and the fact everyone I know has been totally supportive expect maybe a few has been massively helpful. It feels good to hold my freak flag high.
I had my first ever MMF threesome with an amazing couple. I was nervous at first, since they were hosting me for the first time at their house and I had never done anything like this before. Just wasnt sure how to proceed, I had been with guys and girls before but independently. I was worrying for nothing all 3 of us had a great time and I'm going to be seeing them again shortly..... can't wait
Thanks to them I have a lot more confidence and now know some idea of what to expect. Just trying to make some new memories with good people and live my new Life.